As I mentioned in the story in my free eBook you can download on the right, I never gave a thought to taking pictures for anyone else to see at the time.  So what I have isn’t great, but I think it gets the idea across.
If you want to skip ahead in the video, the clip with my finger on the night of the accident is at the end.  I pieced things together and left some of the explanation in there for you if you want to know more about my thought process.

Here’s the bottom line-YOUR POTENTIAL IS LIMITLESS-because it comes from a power greater than yourself.  But that power is available to you!

All I have are police reports to tell me what happened as I was taking a friend to see my horses that day.  But I have never lost the memory of what happened to the part of me that was still very much me. It was outside of my body that was humped over, lifeless in my car, and it was very much “alive.” A man had turned in front of us at an intersection on the highway. I hit him and we traveled airborne into a telephone pole and landed in a ditch. My friend was fine, my car was totaled and I had died.

When I awoke days later in the hospital, I remembered only the near death experience, or nde as it is referred to. I had traveled through a tunnel to a place that was unlike anything anyone had ever told me. There was a Presence there, a brilliant White Light that certainly wasn’t like anything that I had been taught. All I felt was an indescribable love—a feeling that no words can convey. And I knew that this was the real essence of God, or what I had been taught to think of as God.

I was allowed to see and understand many things that are almost impossible to put into words. As much as I wanted to stay where I was, I knew I had to come back and learn how to become a more loving person. So when I was given a choice, I begged for a chance to return. I had to find a way to use what I had learned to change my own life and then help others.

Easier said than done!

I awoke in the hospital to the same life I had left and although my near death experience had a profound effect on me, I quickly determined that its meaning was lost on others and that it was better kept to myself. I had reached out to a few people to help me make sense of things but they explained everything away with the fact that I had head injuries. I was also told that I should consider that it was the devil I saw and not God.  It was a painful lonely place to find myself after such a life changing experience that I longed to share.

I determined that this sacred experience would become my secret that would never be shared again. I would simply seek Knowledge and Truth as I had been instructed. I would find the answers I was looking for on my own and use them to change my life and quietly do what I could for others.

For thirty years, I researched, experimented, studied and worked with thoughts, feelings, energy and success principles with the desire to make a difference in my world and the world of others. The formula I boiled everything down to and the techniques I use have changed my life.

So the day came when I no longer feared what anyone said to me or about me.  Healing love and spiritual awareness are the solutions to the world’s problems.  We are spirits having a physical experience, not physical bodies that are helpless victims of our circumstances.

As we develop more spiritual awareness, we can make use of the gifts we were sent to earth with.  I believe we are meant to use our creative abilities to manifest abundance on the planet, and we do that by first becoming all we were meant to be individually.  Then those dots can connect all around the world spreading peace, love and abundance.

I’m sharing that missing piece tonight if you can make it.

It used to be that when “life happened” the challenges sometimes created a weight that caused me to buckle under it. I felt helpless and didn’t know where to turn or what to do. A lot of the time it was over finances but sometimes the pains and ups and downs of life got to me.

Do you ever feel that way?

But thankfully, those days have ended for me. I ALWAYS know what to do and it ALWAYS works if I do it. It is so simple and easy yet so few people use it. Many know nothing about it.

I began a mad search for more information about what I had experienced on that fateful day. It started as a day that was to be spent with my horses and ended with my lifeless body in a ditch along a highway. But I’m convinced that it was the best thing that ever happened to me!

I use what I will be sharing for everything from finances to heartbreak to depression to health issues. And it has changed my life.

It can change yours too if you have an open mind and a desire to change what you don’t like about your life.

Hear my story as I am being interviewed tonight on a F.re.e teleseminar. I will be sharing the process that I use in the hope that it will empower you. You can implement it also and accomplish the things that are important to you that always manage to be out of reach. It doesn’t have to be that way.

Click here  ( http://tinyurl.com/nzq22v ) to go to “Living Energy Secrets” and you’ll be emailed the call in instructions for tonight. I am being interviewed tonight, Wednesday 6-24-09 at 8:00 PM Central time.  As usual, there’s always something to buy online but you don’t have to.  This call is free.  I want to share this information with you.

Even if you can’t make it, you’ll have access for 48 hours.

I plan to share some life-changing information with you.

We make decisions every day that bring us closer to or move us further from that indescribable state of bliss I experienced during my near death experience. God, or what different people refer to with different names such as The Mind of God, Universal Mind, The Universe, and many others, just is. I no longer think of God as a man sitting on a throne waiting to judge me but as a loving Presence that is everywhere and responds to my thoughts and intentions. That is why The Law of Attraction works as it does. The Universe responds to your energy and reflects back to you what you are putting out there.

The only thing that makes sense to me is to realize that we aren’t victims and God isn’t doing things to us to punish us. If darkness is being felt, it is because we aren’t tapping into-or tuning into the Light. We are the ones who separate ourselves from those ultimate feelings of tranquility and total bliss that I experienced the day of my near death experience.

I am so grateful that this brilliant loving Presence gave me a choice to go back into my body, have a positive impact on others and become something more than what I was seeing as I reviewed my life. He didn’t do it through judgment and criticism. He did it in a way that allowed me to feel only Love from Him and I’m convinced that we are all meant to treat each other the same way.

I’ll be sharing a story with you next time that I never would have believed was possible if it hadn’t happened to me. It proved that we have amazing power and anyone can develop it and use it for good. There is no way you can think of yourself as a victim of circumstance when you understand how to create instead of react.

That doesn’t mean that you have total control over life. I believe certain things happen that are beyond our individual control. But it does mean that you have the power to control your perception of things and the results that flow from your perceptions and beliefs. You don’t have to accept any situation the way it is and feel like you just have to live with it. You have tremendous power within you to change things but you have to choose to develop and use it.

This power can be used by someone to become a person like Hitler or it can be used to bring all forms of abundance to you, your family, community and ultimately the world. That is where free will comes in. The process works whether you use it for good or bad. Intention backed by passion is a very powerful force and that is why it is important to have control over the emotions you feel. What you put out there will return to you and the lower energies like greed, revenge or unforgiveness cannot exist with true happiness and peace of mind.

Peace of mind is never a part of the kind of success that is accomplished with the lower energies that cause you to feel as if there has been a fight to take something. When you remove the resistance, the higher energies can flow into your life, bringing in situations that are better than you could ever have designed yourself. And that manner of working on goals always brings a sense of contentment. Is there anything better than a feeling of peace and contentment in your heart?

Coming from your heart is coming from a place of power and that power can be focused in the direction of your dreams once you understand how.

If you want your life’s story to change, it can. The possibilities are limitless when you learn how to take charge and develop the skills that allow you to design your life from that place of power.

Even though most of my new co-workers hated me at first, it was really interesting to watch things unfold as I worked with some of these guys one on one. I pretty much kept to myself, did my job and stayed out of their way. Eventually I gained a reputation of being capable of doing the job and some of them even started teaching me their “trade secrets”.

Then the big day arrived. I had been assigned to work with someone I’ll call Bill and he was still attempting to make life rough for me. We were out on the job and as I picked up my end to help move something, he jerked it out of my hands and told me to get out of the way so I didn’t hurt somebody. Then he walked away with it, struggling all the way. About that time, the boss rolled around the corner. There I was, standing there dumbfounded, trying to figure out how to handle the situation as Bill struggled alone.

The look of rage came across the boss’s face and he gave me a piece of his mind for expecting to get paid while someone else did all the work. He drove away without letting me say a word. Bill was quite satisfied that I had been chewed out and that he had gotten points and sympathy for getting stuck with me.

I was pretty devastated and looked forward to going out after work with some of the guys who had befriended me. I would have plenty of time to drown my sorrows and bemoan the great injustice that had been done.

But then something happened that would cause me to make the decision of my life.

Thoughts of my near death experience kept coming to my mind and I was reminded of the energy of anger I saw myself emitting out into the universe in my life review. I had a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach as if I was about to do something I would regret. I started getting a very strong feeling that I should go home. And then I made the decision of my life and went home.

Once I was there, I realized that I had lost my opportunity to get sympathy and help figuring out what to do about the situation at work. I asked myself what I was supposed to do now and I got an answer that I wasn’t expecting. I heard as plain as day, “Love them as I love you.” I relived the experience of standing in the Presence that had showered me with unconditional love at the time of my car wreck.

I knew that I had to find the way to let my boss experience that feeling in the hope that he would learn the truth. It was a special moment and I became aware of the power of love to heal all things when it is chosen instead of its opposite.

It was a profound moment that felt very powerful. I went into my favorite room, sat down and got very relaxed. I visualized the intense White Light coming into my heart and carrying an intense and very powerful feeling of love out to my boss as he was encircled with White Light. I would drift from the feeling and visualization and then I would relive my own experience again and the feeling of love I had felt in the Presence. Once I was feeling it very powerfully again, I would visualize it around the boss and see the White Light around him. I continued this for hours into the night and about 3:00 AM I went to bed. It felt like something special was happening.

The next day, as usual, I was assigned to a crew working on a particular job and we all went to work. Within the hour, the boss appeared and yelled above the noise that I was to come to his office ASAP. My heart was in my throat as I walked in and saw a very strange look on his face. He told me to sit down and said that he wanted to hear my side of the story about what had happened yesterday. He relayed to me that he had been awakened in the middle of the night with the feeling that he had treated me very unfairly. It was a feeling that something wasn’t right; something didn’t make sense. I had built a good reputation so there must be something more to it than what Bill had told him. He wanted to hear my side of the story.

We talked for a bit and then he apologized. He admitted how bewildered he was by the feeling he awoke with the night before and repeatedly said that he didn’t have an explanation for it. I was in awe and I knew I couldn’t explain it to him. I also knew I would never be the same. I had chosen to feel love instead of the lower energies of anger, frustration or revenge-which are all a part of fear. I would never forget the power of love to heal a situation and change a relationship. I am so grateful for my decision to take the high road. I am the one who benefitted the most from doing it.

I had first of all become aware of a message that was trying to get through to me, then I listened to it and followed through by doing what I felt my heart was telling me to do. On that day, following this process became a way of life for me. Since that day, I have used this great power we have access to many times in many ways. It is something that anyone can develop and use to manifest goals and to heal relationships. Like every skill in life that is new and unfamiliar, it must be nurtured and developed but it awaits your interest in it and attention so it can go to work for you.

It wasn’t long after that day that I felt the urging to move on. I had gained many invaluable lessons and my time at the plant had served its purpose. It had given me another piece of what I was looking for.

My passion had been ignited by my Mom’s experience of receiving information about her twin’s death by some invisible means. During my car wreck, I had seen how we emit energy according to the emotions we are feeling, I had experienced what it felt like to be on the receiving end of the energy from emotions and now I was actually able to utilize this powerful and invisible energy, on purpose and consciously, to direct a message of Truth and Love to someone in his sleep. It was strong enough that it compelled him to wake up and want to do the right thing.

Can you fathom what is available to us and what a difference we can make? Could it be that things that SEEM to be “miracles” can be everyday occurrences?

I hope you will discover the same answer that I did!

Today I’m going to go a little deeper into my perception of what I saw and understood when my soul or consciousness, the part of me that was very much still me without my physical body, emerged from the dark tunnel into the Light during my near death experience.

Once again, I want to emphasize that I fully understand that this is only my perception of things. I respect your right to your own beliefs. I do not claim to be right in what I believe or that I know and understand it all. I am simply journeying along the path of life, seeking Truth and Knowledge-information that feels right in my heart. I no longer want to follow something just because someone else told me it was so.

I will refer to this Being of Light as God. But it was so evident that what I was experiencing was nothing like what I had been taught that God is or the experience of death would be like. This brilliant White Light took on the form of a man to give me a point of reference since that is what I believed I would see.

I had been taught to believe that the figure of a man would be sitting on a throne. Upon my arrival at the gates of heaven, He would judge me and I would either be allowed to enter or I would be banished to suffer for my sins. I had always been afraid of God and His judgment and the thought of death paralyzed me with fear.

Thankfully, I had also been taught that God is omnipresent, omniscient and omnipotent and in a flash that made sense to me.

Suddenly I understood that God IS everything. He is everywhere and all knowing and powerful. This brilliant loving energy is what makes up the entire universe and all that is. I also saw that I am a part of this Light and that my soul is made of that same essence.

I saw that I have the power to be so much more than what I was acting out in the movie of my life I was watching. I was able to understand that we draw closer to God or that good feeling I was experiencing, by emulating the higher energies of peace and love and by eliminating the energy of fear in its many forms like anger, resentment or envy.

The only thing God could do was love me because He was a Being of Love-Absolute Love in its purest form. He was incapable of anything but love. As I watched my life, I didn’t like what I saw yet I still felt only His Unconditional Love.

He allowed me to decide if what I was seeing was what I wanted to be the representation of my life, the results of the talents and abilities I had been given. He showed me that all of my emotions like anger, fear, panic and anxiety created a vibration that I emitted into the universe. That energy had an impact on all of life.

I was given the understanding that physical things, reduced down to their smallest part, are made of frequencies of energy. And some thirty years later, technology is now available to look into any physical object and see that it is made up of frequencies of energy. Even hospital procedures, both testing equipment and some surgeries involve the use of specific frequencies of energy.

So I came to believe that it is that piece that causes The Law of Attraction to bring energy into your life with the same equivalency as that which you are putting out there. It’s not so much what you think about as it is what your thoughts make you feel-what emotions they arouse as they occupy your time. The more energy that you focus into an area, the more predominant that area becomes in your life.

Your thoughts do play a part in telling the universe what your intention is, but they do not solely have the power to manifest your dreams. Thoughts work hand in hand with your emotions and intentions. You must gain control over the whole system because it is always at work bringing things into your life-whether or not you consciously decide to take part in it.

Because of an event that had a great impact on my life, a car wreck and near death experience, I have been driven to understand how to connect with the power that I know each of us has within us. I believe I have found many of the answers I have looked for.

I don’t claim to know it all or that my beliefs are right or complete but they have led me to a process that has been consistently working for me and my life continues to improve. The power of the process
I follow comes from connecting with a spiritual energy that is a part of everything and has unlimited potential.

I connect with this Presence by experiencing feelings in my heart, on purpose, at will, after making an intention known and while thinking certain thoughts. This is a skill that must be developed like any other skill but it is something anyone can do.

If this interests with you, please continue and know that I respect each person’s right to believe what they choose. I ask you to translate my language into your own as I talk about this process if there are words that are more comfortable for you, but if you aren’t open to the idea that there is a powerful spiritual force that you have access to and are a part of, then this probably isn’t for you. If you are open to it, then read on to learn how to use it to take part in the creation of your future.

I never stopped wondering how my Mom could know something that no one audibly told her. Over the years, I continued to question everything because what I had been taught about God and the way life works just didn’t make sense. My questions weren’t always appreciated and especially about religion.

It confused me to be told that I was a child of God and that God loved me while at the same time hearing threats that I would be sent to burn in hell for doing something authority figures didn’t want me to do.

Eventually, I became a rebellious teenager, full of anger. I was very cynical and claimed there couldn’t be a God.

Then came a September day that began like any other….

I was heading out to the country with a friend to show him my horses. Suddenly an oncoming car turned in front of me at highway speeds. I have no memory of anything that happened in this world for several days after that.

I can’t remember the sound of screeching tires, breaking glass or the crunch of metal as my car flew into the air, hit a telephone pole and landed in a ditch. My friend was able to walk away but I was not.

Somewhere in all of the commotion, I died.

When I awoke in the hospital days later, the only memory I had was of the time I spent outside of my lifeless body that had remained in the car.

There are no words to describe what happened but it seemed as if I had flown at great speeds through a tunnel. And then I emerged into the most incredible place of peace and tranquility imaginable as I stood before a warm, loving Presence, a brilliant White Light that was about to show me my life. This Presence wasn’t anything like what I had been told and I lost all fear of death.

I could feel how much I was loved as I reviewed my life. This Presence wasn’t capable of feeling anything but love for me. I saw and understood that it isn’t God who punishes me. I am the one who has an ever present choice in all matters. The choices I make either allow me to feel the connection that is always there or to feel separate from it.

I saw and felt the energy of fear, anger and resentment as I watched myself acting out various roles in the life review I was watching. I felt the great contrast between those emotions and feelings of love, forgiveness, compassion, gratitude. From over there, I understood what heaven felt like and the true meaning of going to heaven. I understood how important it is to feel love for all things.

As badly as I wanted to stay where I was, I knew that I had to come back and change some things. I understood things that I could never put into words. I saw how powerful we are and the potential we have but hardly use. It all seemed very clear from over there and I asked to come back.

And then I looked around to discover I was lying in a hospital bed. My Mom and my very good friend Mike were at my side.

“Now what?” I wondered.

To be continued…